Hayy it's been so long

Tagal na akong hindi nakakapag update ng blog ko. Sige eto na! I will express my angers here sa taong kinaaasaran ko. Nakakabarda. Sabihan niya ako ng harsh words. Kung gusto niya akong dumistansya sabihin niya ng maayos hindi yung sasabihin niya ang mga masasakit na salita sakin.

I admit may fault rin ako. Nilalandi ko siya but then I know my limitations sa paglalandi and now with that kaya niya ako sinabihan ng harsh words pero why does it have to be so harsh na nadamay pa pati mga friends ko who are gay too? "Tang ina pre may titi ka para gamitin." PUTA PRE IKAW MAY UTAK KA PARA GAMITIN MAY PUSO KA PARA UMINTINDI! ANG PUSO AT UTAK KONEKTADO YAN!

Gamitin mo utak mo! Magisip ka muna bago ka magsalita hindi yung banat ka ng banat ng mga masasakit na salita! :|

Agents of Secret Stuff A.K.A: A.S.S

This movie is about a guy named Aiden (Ryan Higa) who is a member of an organization called A.S.S. In order to become a full-time agent in the organization, he needs to complete a mission which is to protect a girl named Taylor (Arden Cho), an ordinary high school teenager from the organization called Society Involving No-so-good Stuff or the S.I.N.S. For him to complete that mission, he needs to be an undercover agent. 




This is really a cool film with a complete package, comedy action and romance and for that I give two thumbs up and five out of five stars.

Your thirty minutes won't be wasted in watching this short film

It's been so long

Hay kay tagal ko nang hindi naguupdate nitong blogger. Hehe. Ayon wala na akong maisip na storya. Grabe minsan nakakapagod magblog kung wala namang espesyal sa araw mo. Pagboring araw mo pwede mo namang maglagay ng status sa facebook may magcocomment pa. Anyway ok lang naman ng may ganitong blog na ikaw lang at walang magcocomment at least walang makikialam. At least dito ko ineexpress ang life ko.

That night

That night when it rained, grabe nag papanic na kaming lahat. Napakalakas ng ulan mula nung umaga pa. Yung kisame namin pinapasukan na ng tubig na dati naman hindi. Tumutulo na yung sa kisame. Pati sa kwarto ko. Shet nung Ondoy hindi nang yari yun sa bahay namin baka ngayon mas malala na., naisip ko. The terror of that typhoon haunted me at that time. Natakot talaga ako kaya lahat kami inakyat namin yung mga valuables and yung bigas pati yung emergency kit. Sobrang natakot talaga ako. Hindi ako makapagconcentrate. Yung kuya ko parang gusto ko na sapakin kasi umuulan na nga nanunuod pa rin ng movie. Naiinis talaga ako sobra! Biglang nagbrownout tas sobrang lakas na ng hangin mga bandang 1:00 in the morning. Nagoff bigla yung pinapanuod niya. Buti nga. haha.Nung una pauputol putol tas kinalaunan fully brown out na talaga. So scared at that time tas tinatakot pa ako ni kuya sa mga multo and at wala pa talaga ako sa mood nun sa takutan. Anyway di naman naulit at sana wag na maulit yung nangyaring pagtulo na galing sa kisame.  BV! :(

Bangkok Traffic Love Story

It is an urban love story set in the center of Bangkok where thirty-year-old Mei Li struggling to find true love. When Mei Li accidentally meets a handsome BTS engineer whom she considers as the right man, she plans to make her first move. Though too many obstacles keep popping up, Mei Li will never give up.

This movie is nice. Nakakakilig at the same time may onting humor. Two thumbs up, five stars straight! 

Siyete Palabras: The seven last words

Alam naman natin na quaresma ngayon, tayong lahat ay nagninilay at nagluluksa dahil sa pagkamatay ni Kristo Hesus. Inaalala rin natin ang mga kalbaryong dinanas ni Kristo sa sarili nating pamamaraan. Si Hesus ay tao rin kung kaya't hindi rin siya ligtas sa mga kalbaryong dinadanas rin natin. Lahat ng tao ay may nararanasang mga problema. Minsan dinadaan na lang nila sa tawa, minsan dinadaan nila sa iyak at yung iba imbis na umiyak hinaharap nila. Ako pag may problema ako siguro lahat nagagawa ko. Umiiyak ako pag may problema para mapagaan ang loob ko, hinaharap ko ito para makamove on and eventually pag naaalala ko ito tinatawanan ko na lang ngunit medyo nalulungkot pa rin. Malamang nagtataka kayo kung bakit yan ang pamagat ng aking blog ngayon, Ito ay dahil dito ko narinig yung dalisay na pagpapahayag ni Hesus ng kanyang damdamin gaya nating mga tao kapag pinapahayag natin ang ating problema. Umiiyak tayo at kinakausap natin ang ating sarili, sinasabi natin na "Lord bakit ako?", "Lord bakit niyo ako pinabayaan?", "Lord tulungan niyo ako." Iyan ang mga salitang lagi nating binabanggit pag may problema napansin niyo ba? Lagi ang Diyos ang hinihingan natin ng tulong, lagi nating tinatanong at lagi nating sinisisi. Inisip ko minsan na mahirap sigurong maging Diyos kasi ikaw lagi ang hinihingan ng tulong, sinisisi, eh sa dami ba namang tao sa mundo parang nakakabaliw. Siguro dito ko na tatapusin ang blog entry na to.

"In handling problems, first you must face it and next is to shoulder it."

:)

A day with my cousins

Although hindi kasama yung iba kong kapatid, nagenjoy pa rin kami sa sleep over sa bahay namin sa Antipolo with my cousins. UBEng UBE ang saya namin! UBE stands for Unforgettable Bonding Experience talaga. Well anyway start pa lang yan ng enjoyment naming magpipinsan. Ngayong holy week magpupunta kami sa Tagaytay for Bisita Iglesia. Woohoo! Ang saya nun. Sana matuloy tong experience na to. Gusto kong sulitin ang summer ko with my cousins. I love them all! <3

Judas

I really love the song and I'm looking forward to the music video.

http://unboxtheproduct.blogspot.com/2011/04/review-lady-gaga-judas-song.html here is the review of it and you can also listen to the song.

This is really a meaningful song. 5 out of 5 stars for me. I love it.

A crazy little thing called love A.K.A: First Love

This movie is based on a true story of every one. When I saw this movie I felt that I could relate on the main character's experience. I really love this film because it portrays a modern version of love which is experienced by young people nowadays.

"Love is not a distraction but an inspiration for us to do better."

And for that I give two thumbs up for this film.

Movie Poster

4 seasons Winter: Snowy Wish

Lord please sana wag niyo pang bawiin ang buhay ko. Sana makita ko pa siya ngayong pasko. Makita ko lang siya okey na yun na regalo sakin.

Tinigil ko na ang chemotherapy ko dahil ako ang nahihrapan. Mas gugustuhin ko pang mamatay kaysa sa ipagpatuloy ko ang pagpapachemo.

*Flashback*

"Ms.Julia, I'm sorry to tell you that you have approximately 2 months to live," sambit ng doctor ni Julia. "It may be more or less but you are lucky if you reach the month of January."

*Flashback end*

Nawindang ako noon nung sinabi sakin yun ng doktor ngunit natanggap ko rin kinalaunan.


Umuwi ako sa Korea dahil gusto kong magsorry sa mga nagawa ko kay Henry bago ako kunin ng Diyos. Sana mapatawad niya ako. Ako nga pala si Julia, 28 years old na ako. May brain cancer ako at binigyan na ako ng taning ng doktor. Sa kay dami dami ng mga tao hindi ko alam kung bakit ako ang napili ng sakit na to.

Ilang oras rin ang binyahe ko. Mula states hanggang Korea. Medyo malayu-layo rin ang biyahe. Nageroplano ako papunta. Isang araw ang biyahe.

7am nakarating na ako sa Korea. Marami ang nagbago, may mga bagong business establishments at mga bagong restaurant at meron din namang nagretain.

Tinawagan ko ang tita ko para sunduin ako. Inantay ko siya sa airport.

"ANAK!" Niyakap ako ng tita ko at pinaghahalik. Parang anak na nga talaga ang turing niya sakin simula nung mamatay ang nanay ko siya na ang nagalaga sa akin.

"Kamusta ka na?" Kinamusta niya ako.
"Okey naman po,"sagot ko sa kanya.
"Alam ko hindi," sinabi niya sa akin.

Minabuti kong hindi sabihin sa kanya ang taning ko sa buhay dahil ayoko siyang magalala sa akin. Alam niya na may sakit ako ngunit hindi niya alam na tinaningan na ako ng doktor ko.

Pagbalik ko samin nakita ko ang mga kaibigan ko. Sina Brandon, Jenny at Michael.

"Kamusta ka na? Namiss ka namin bes," wika ni Jenny.
"Oo nga eh," sangayon ni Brandon
"Okey naman ako," sinabi ko sa kanila.
"Alam ko hindi," wika ni Jenny.
"Eh alam mo naman palang hindi eh ba't ka pa nagtatanong? Gaga rin to," sambit ko.
"Haha." tawa silang lahat.

Si Michael ang pinakatahimik sa kanilang lahat pero pag nandyan ako nagoopenup kami sa isa't isa. Siya pinakabestfriend ko sa lahat. Ang akala nga nila kami ang magkakatuluyan eh kaso hindi kasi bading si Michael.

"Julia," tinawag ako ni Michael.
"Oh. Namiss kita," wika ko.
"Bukod samin may nakakalimutan kang bisitahin."
"Hindi muna siguro ngayon."
"Julia, alam ko tinaningan ka na ng doktor. Kaibigan ko ang doktor na iyon. Hindi ka makapaglilihim sakin." Nagulat ako nung sinabi niya sakin iyon.
"Don't worry Julia, hindi ko sasabihin kay tita. Bisitahin mo na siya bago pa mahuli ang lahat," wika niya.
"Kaso baka hindi na niya ako matanggap. Natatakot ako," sinabi ko ang mga posibilidad na mangyari sakin.
"Anu mang sabihin niya sayo tanggapin mo kasi hindi mo naman makokontrol ang damdamin ng tao diba?"
"Pero I need time," sinabi ko sa kanya. "Kung kunin man ako ng Diyos agad sayo ko na lang siya ihahabilin."
"Sige, don't worry aalagaan ko si Henry gaya ng pagaalaga mo sa kanya dati," wika niya.
"Thank you." Alam ko masakit rin kay Michael na mawala ako. Kahit hindi siya umiiyak alam ko kung ano ang emosyon niya.

Tatlong linggo ang nakalilipas at ramdam ko na ang pagkahina. Tinitiis ko ang sakit pero hindi ko na kaya. Sinugod ako sa hospital at doon na ako nagpahinga.

"Sabi ko sayo eh. Puntahan mo na si Henry," sambit ni Michael sakin. "Yan tuloy huli na ang lahat."

"Hay. Tulungan mo na lang akong umalis sa ospital. Tas pupuntahan ko na siya," wika ko."Hay naku naman. Kung pinuntahan mo lang siya habang maaga pa hindi na sana aabot ng ganito," galit na sinabi sakin ni Michael.
"Please," pakiusap ko sa kanya.
"Makakatanggi ba ko? Sige na nga." Hay ang saya. Tinanong niya ako  kung kailan ko gustong pumunta minadali ko siya at sinabi ko ngayon ko gustong pumunta.

"Ha? Hindi ako prepared! Hayy. Sige na nga."
"Thank you talaga for doing my last wish."
"Hay nako. Pinaiiyak mo nanaman ako eh. Kala mo iiyak ako ah. Hindi."

Pinuntahan na namin si Henry. Habang inaantay ko siya pinaalis ko muna si Michael.

"Mike, iwanan mo muna akong sandali," wika ko.
"Eh baka may mangyari sayo eh."
"Tawagan na lang kita."
"Sige."

 Laking gulat ko may mga anak na pala siya at may asawa na. Hay. Okey na siguro to. Ang makita siya sa huling pagkakataon yun  na siguro ang best christmas gift na natanggap ko. Henry buti naman masaya ka na. Lord handa na ako sa anumang mangyari sakin. Thank you Henry dahil minahal mo ako.

"Excuse me?" Nilapitan ako ni Henry. Humarap ako sa kanya at nakita ko siya.
"Anung ginagawa mo dito?" Tinanong niya sakin.
"Nandito sana ako para makita ka."
"Para san pa?" Hindi ako nakasagot sa kanya.
"Alam ko naman na ayaw mo akong makita eh. Well pakasaya ka na lang kasama ng mga anak mo at ng asawa mo," wika ko.
"Ah wala pa akong anak." Nawindang ako sa sinabi niya. Sino yung mga bata?
"Inaalagaan ko mga anak ng kaibigan ko."
"Sorry nga pala," humingi ako ng tawad sa kanya.
"No need nagawa mo na," tugon niya. Napaka blanko ng boses niya.
"Kamusta ka na nga pala? Pumayat ka ah."
"Okey naman ako."
"Ah. O sige aalis na ako. Pumunta lang naman ako para kamustahin ka."
"Hindi mo ba sakin sasabihin kung bakit ka umalis? Kung bakit mo ako iniwan? Kung kamusta ka na."
"Ok naman ako. Hindi kasi masabi sayo kung bakit ako umalis eh. alam ko naging mali ako noon nung iniwan kita nang hindi ko sinasabi sayo. Sige aalis na ako." Lumakad ako papunta sa pinto. Hindi ko alam ambilis ng pangyayari. Paggising ko nasa ospital na ako.

"Julia!" Narinig ko ang boses ni Henry. Ngumiti na lang ako sa kanya.
"Pasensya na ah." Humingi ako ng tawad sa kanya.
"Sinungaling ka. Ba't di mo sinabi sakin. Ang sabi mo okey ka lang pero hindi naman pala."
"Sorry. Henry."
"Julia." Umiyak si Henry.

Pinunasan ko ang luha sa kanyang mga mata. Hindi na ako makapagsalita ngayon. Siguro nadamage na ang talking function part ng brain ko. Kumuha ako ng papel. Isinulat ko ang mga gusto kong sabihin.

"Henry, I'm sorry. hindi ko sinabi." Nakasulat sa papel.
"Ok lang. Kayanin mo yang sakit mo," sinabi niya.
"Henry mahina na ako. Hindi ko na kaya. Ako dapat ang nagsasabi na 'kayanin mo',"
"Julia. Hindi ko kaya."
"I believe in you. Nahihirapan na rin ako eh. Gusto ko na magpahinga. Pakawalan mo ako. Handa na akong magparaya. Mahal kita."

Isang linggo niya akong inalagaan.

"Julia. Malapit na magchristmas anu gusto mong regalo?" Tanong niya.

"Gusto kong makita kang masaya," sinulat ko sa papel. Nakita ko na ang snow na bumabagsak. ang ganda ng first snow.

Habang siya ay natutulog. Nagsulat ako ng liham sa kanya bilang tanda ng paalam. Hindi ko na kasi kaya. Alam ko magkikita kami sa susunod na buhay.

-----

"Julia!" Umiyak si Henry ng malakas. Binigay ni Michael sa kanya ang letter na iniwan sa kanya ni Julia nung malapit na siyang bawian ng buhay.

Ang nakasulat:

Dear Henry,


Siguro binabasa mo to ngayong wala na ako. Pasensya na kung bigla kitang iniwan noon. May sakit kasi ako eh. Ayoko lang sabihin sayo kasi baka magalala ka. Alam ko naging mali ako nung iwanan kita at magpagamot ako sa Estados Unidos pero I just want you to know that I still love you at walang araw na hindi kita inisip. Sana mapatawad mo ako sa ginawa ko. Thank you na rin sa ginawa mong pagaalaga sakin. Thank you na rin dahil minahal mo ako. Sayo ko lang naranasan tong magmahal. Henry, sana tuparin mo ang wish ko na sana maging masaya ka at palayain mo ako. Humanap ka ng talagang mamahalin mo. May purpose kung bakit nangyari ito. Ibigsabihin hindi talaga ako ang para sa iyo. Alam kong mahirap pero alam kong kakayanin mo.   Tuparin mo wish ko ha kasi yun lang hinihingi ko eh. Hindi ko alam kung pano ko to tatapusin pero sige hanggang dito na lang ako. I love you.

Julia.

Umiyak si Henry  at nagpasalamat kay Julia.

---

4 seasons Autumn: Falling for you

"It's jogging time Chichi and It's also a time for you to play!" Lyndon said to his doggie named Chichi. Summer has ended and leaves are starting to fall. It's nice to jog at the park because it's beautiful to see falling leaves.

Lyndon started wearing his Jogging pants and sweater.

"Let's go Chichi!" He and his dog went to the park. He was running with his Ipod on and his dog was following him. At first the dog was on his track but little did he knew that the dog wasn't.

"CHICHI!" He shouted trying to find his dog at the parkplace. He was about to cry when suddenly he saw a cute guy cuddling his dog. He recognized his dog because of it's nametag and jogging suit.

"Hello mister," the guy said. Since he was young Lyndon knew that he was gay. He only liked males and never liked women. He is straight acting but still in his heart, he is gay.

"Hey! Where did you find my dog?" Lyndon asked the guy.
"I was just about to talk a walk but then I saw this dog was really lost," he answered. "Then I started to play with it cause it's cute."
"Oh. Well anyway thanks for finding my dog," he expressed his gratitude towards the boy.
"Let me repay you, wanna have a cup of coffee?" he asked.
"Sure, I'm really craving for coffee," he said.
"Ok then let's go," Lyndon replied. They went to the nearest coffee shop in their place and they were greeted by nice people.

"WELCOME TO LE CAFE DE FRANCOIS!" The two guys said in unison.

While they were sipping their coffee, they were talking about random things.

"Hi my name is Lyndon, and yours is?" Lyndon asked.
"Edward. My name is Edward," he answered.

They were busy chatting happily until they became friends. Edward is a straight guy but then he haven't look for a girlfriend. He was very sad in life because his parents divorced him in their lives. His mother had a husband and family. Although his mother was supportive, still he didn't felt the love of his mother. His father did not like him and despised his mother.

"This guy is so nice," Edward thought.

When he came home he always think about Lyndon but never realize his feelings towards him. Lyndon went home and was tired.

"My day wont be complete without hanging out with Edward," He thoought. Lyndon and Edward always jog at the park every morning and they wont miss a day without talking. They became best friends.

"My place tonight?" Edward asked.
"SURE! I wanna see your messy place," Lyndon answered. Though they were busy in high school they never miss a day without doing something special.

They had dinner and watched some movies until Lyndon fall asleep.

"You're so cute when sleeping," Edward said while caressing his friend's cheek. He kissed his friend's lips but then he didn't knew what he was doing.

"Oh my?! Why did I kissed him? I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" He stole a kiss but then he tried to keep it a secret and fall asleep.

The next morning Lyndon woke up and saw a sleeping figure beside him. He saw his bestfriend hugging him. By that time Edward woke up and saw Lyndon looking at him. He removed his hands off.

"ahh I'm s-s-ssorry," he stuttered.
"It's alright," Lyndon said. He got up and left Edward's apartment. Edward was left dumbfounded by the things that happened. Lyndon was really blushing hard by the actions that his best friend was showing him. He already knew that he is starting to fall in love but then it was wrong, it was wrong to fall for your best friend even though he was gay. Even if Edward fell for him he cannot accept it right away because he wasn't ready yet to have a relationship.


*Kring kring* the telephone was ringing and Lyndon answered it.

"Hello?"
"Lyndon! This is your auntie from California! Your papers are ready now," his auntie said.
"Auntie! I think I'm not ready yet," he said.
"I can't cancel your papers my dear and besides your mom said that you need to be here."
"Ok." He said.
"I'm sorry my dear but you have to."
"It's ok Auntie." then he hang up.  He went to the park jogging and saw his friend waiting for him. Deep inside it was hurting him to leave his friend.

They were both silent when they were jogging and then Edward broke the silence.

"Is there something bothering you?" He asked.
"None," he replied.

"Maybe the incident that happened earlier! Ai!! You're so idiot Edward!" He thought.

"Then why are you quiet? Is it about the incident earlier, I'm sorry about that," he said.
"No, it's not it," he replied.
"Then what?" he asked.
"I don't wanna talk about it, I don't know." Lyndon was about to cry when Edward stroke his back concerned of what was bothering him.
"Tell me, it's alright," Edward said. Lyndon cried in his shoulders.

"Edward, I'm going to California," he said crying nonstop. He was so sad and it bothers him so much.
"It's alright," he said even though for him it's not.  "Then we could spend our time more together."
"Really?"
"Yes," Edward said. So they spent time together since Lyndon would be going after three days. The saw movies, jog together, took pictures so that they will have a remembrance as a friend and they were happy to see each other. Little did Lyndon knew that Edward is falling for him. Edward was planning a confession about his feelings to Lyndon on the last day that they would be together and it's the last day. Lyndon, who was very sad on that day tried to be happy because Edward doesn't like him being sad.

"Hey! I said don't cry! I hate seeing you cry," Edward reprimanded him.
"I don't wanna leave you," Lyndon said.

Edward knew that this was the time. When Edward sent him home, he paused for a minute...

"Lyndon, I know you have been a friend of mine but I think. I'm falling for you," he said.
"I don't know what you feel but you are straight!" Lyndon replied.
"LYNDON! How can you not know how I feel? I love you more than friends," Edward said. He grabbed his arms and put it on his well built chest.
"Can you feel it?" Edward asked. Lyndon didn't knew what to say.
"My heart beats for you." Edward said with full courage ready for Lyndon's reaction.
"I don't know what to say..." he said.
"Lyndon, you don't have to force yourself. I know you're not ready yet," Edward said. He was hurt.
"Edward thank you for understanding me, I need some time, Can you give me that time? Can you wait?" Lyndon asked.
"Even if it takes forever, I could wait," he replied.

They hugged each other not knowing that it was raining.

"I'm sorry Edward, I can't accept your feelings, I'm afraid to hurt you while I'm away. I'm a coward," Lyndon thought as he cried all night.

----

It's now the day of Lyndon's departure. He was really upset now that he rejected Edward's feelings. Edward took him in the airport and wait for Lyndon's flight.

"Ed," Lyndon called his attention.
"Hmm?" He responded. Even though Edward show his happy emotions to him, he cannot deny the fact that he was sad.
"Promise that you will wait for me," he asked.
"I promise but promise me that you will always call me or send me a letter." Edward reassured him that they will be connected in each other's hearts.
"I promise." Lyndon heard the announcement of his flight and he left him. Lyndon cried and so as Edward.

In the first five months of his departure, they communicate but after they didn't have any time. They lost their communication but did not loose their connection in their hearts.

Six years later....

Lyndon went home to Hongkong to stay for good since he graduated in college and he wants to find Edward. He went to the park where they met but he wasn't there. Lyndon sat on a bench preparing his papers and documents to review then a strong wind took all those papers away so he chased for the papers. These papers almost went to the pond when a man caught it and gave it to him. He didn't recognize the man who helped him and never get his name because the man left immediately.

Lyndon bought an apartment and stayed there. While he was unpacking his things he saw his picture with his friend.

"I wonder how is he?" He asked. "Did he wait for me? I hope he did," he said to himself. He went to a company where he wants to apply. He had tons of interview from the Human resources department and from different people. He was also ready to meet his boss.

"Are you ready to meet your boss?" The HR asked him.
"Sure," Lyndon said and then the HR sent him to his boss.

"Hello," the boss looked at him. They were surprised to see each other.

"L-Lyndon" His boss stuttered.
"E-Edward," Lyndon also. Lyndon collapsed on the ground but Edward caught the man and brought him to the hospital.

Lyndon was two days unconcious due to over fatigue and he woke up and saw Edward looking at him.

"Lyndon, I've wai-," he was cut of with a kiss from Lyndon.
"Edward, I missed you! I've already decided to stay with you," Lyndon said.
"Lyndon," he said his name.
"Yes."
"I've waited for you for SIX DAMN YEARS! WHY DID YOU LOST CONNECTION WITH ME?" Edward shouted.
"I'm sorry, I didn't have time but my mind is always thinking about you," he said. "I'm sorry Edward."
"Apology accepted. Now Lyndon Tang, I'm going to punish you for that!" He said and he tickled him. Lyndon laughed so hard.
"I'm gonna make you mine forever," Edward said.
"You need not to make me yours because I'm yours," he said. They hugged and kissed each other not minding the doctor behind them.
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Hello Stranger

Hello stranger or Kuan Muen Ho is a Thai romantic comedy film in which the main characters are strangers who fall in love with each other. When they met, they did not tell each other's names. When you watch this movie, you can learn many lessons from it and it is very realistic. Many of us are sick of those chick flicks which are so cheesy but when you watch this film you could see the difference between cheesy and romantic.

"Cheesy love like in the movies doesn't exist in real life." That's what I learned.

This film I give a two thumbs up! Five out of Five stars.

Thai Movie Poster :)

SNSD/GIRLS' GENERATION

Ang pinakapaborito kong banda. Ang sarap nila gayahin. Love them so much.

Yuri, Yoona, Seohyun, Hyoyeon, Taeyeon, Sooyoung, Tiffany, Jessica, Sunny

SNSD is one of the famous girl bands in Korea, they have 9 pretty girls as their group members. Lead by Tae-Yeon. They are under the SM Entertaiment 

TVXQ

Grabe ang hirap magdownload ng mga kanta nila. Tinatiyaga ko talaga magdownload sa sobrang dami as in! I really miss them so much. Sana bumalik na ang dating lima Yunho, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Junsu, Changmin. I miss them so much. Sana sa real life mabuo sila gaya ng mga nasa fan fictions na binabasa ko. I love them.

 

XIAH JUNSU, MICKY YOOCHUN, HERO JAEJOONG, MAX CHANGMIN, U-KNOW YUNHO.

<3

4 seasons Summer: Tropical Mountains

*Flashback*

"Sa tingin mo ba magiging makabuluhan pa tong relasyong ito?"Tanong ni Nicole.
"Hindi na. First of all hindi na ako makatiis sa ugali mo. Masyado kangbossy! Hindi ako katulong boyfriend ako," banggit ni Daniel
"Hindi rin ako makatiis sa ugali mo! Napakacold mo sa akin. Hindi komaramdaman na girlfriend mo ako at napakabackstabber mo! Nakitako na binackstab mo ako," banggit naman ni Nicole.
"Pano mo ako nakita na binackstab kita ha? Kaya nga backstab diba kasi nakatalikod? Tang ina! Anu ka alien? May mata sa likod?"
"Feeling mo nakatalikod ako? Kala mo lang yun! Pinakyuhan mo paako! AMBASTOS MO! Kala mo kung sino ka! Bumaba tuloy pagtingin kosa sarili ko feeling ko wala na akong taste sa lalaki nung naging tayo,"wika ni Nicole
"Ganun din ako eh," banat ni Daniel.
"BREAK NA TAYO!" Sinigaw ni Nicole
"Like I care?" Wika ni Daniel.

*Flashback end*

"Huy," tinawag si Daniel ng isang kasamahan niya sa teatro na si June. Si June ay isa sa pinakamagaling na aktor sa teatro. Pinadala rin siya sa ibang bansa para magaral. Gresya, Italya, Brasil, Amerika at Japan ang mga bansang pinuntahan niya.
"Oh tol! Bakit yun?" tugon ni Daniel.
"Magkakaroon tayo ng outing sa teatro, sasama ka ba?" Tanong niJune.
"Hay! Outing nanaman. Ayokong sumama," sagot ni Daniel kay June.
"Ha? Sige na sumama ka na! Ngayon ka na nga lang sasama eh.Kailan ka pa sumama samin? Ngayon ka na nga lang sasama eh tsaka eto na nga ang last outing ko at gusto ko kasama kita," wika ni June.
"Tol, kinikilabutan ako sayo. Bading ka ba?" Tanong ni Daniel.
"Oo nababading ako sayo eh," biro ni June.
"Ulul! Countless girlfriends? Bading?"
"Sawa na ako sa babae. Gusto ko ng lalaki," wika ni June.
"Gago! Kung gusto mong manlandi wag ako!" Tumawa si June ngmalakas.
"Sumama ka na kasi! Ang KJ naman nito, tsaka maraming chiks pare. Kasama nating magcocompany outing yung pinanghahawakan ng kaibigan ni Sir. Kaya wag kang KJ ha?" reklamo niya
"Hay! Sige na nga! San ba yang outing na yan?" Tanong ni Daniel
"Sa Baguio," sagot ni June.
"O sige. Pupunta ako."
"Sige pramis yan ah."
"Sure pare, para sayo."
"Wag ka ngang ganyan! Kinikilig ako eh!" Tumawa sila ng malakas.
"JUNE! DANIEL! ANUNG TINATAWA-TAWA NIYO DIYAN UMAKYAT NA KAYO DITO SA ENTABLADO!"
"Opo maestro," wika nilang dalawa.

---

"Makakasabay natin sa company outing natin yung kaibigan ko na si Bentley. Kasama natin siya sa company outing. He was my bestfriend in our school at pinamamahalaan niya ang isang teatro." wika ng boss nila Nicole.
"Oh. Edi mas masaya ang outing natin. I'm sure maraming boys dundiba Nicole?" untag ni Tanya.
"Oo nga eh," tugon ni Nicole ngunit hindi talaga interesado si Nicole.
"Magready na kayo ah kasi bukas na iyon."
"Yes boss!"
"Hay, buti naman at meron rin tayong break sa trabaho," wika ni Tanya.
"Excited na ako," sambit ni Nicole.
"Ako nga rin eh. I'm sure maraming boys!"
"Yan ka nanaman sa boys mo," reklamo ni Nicole.
"Kesa naman sa girls hindi ako tomboy!"
"Hay nako maghanda ka na ng mga gamit mo!"
"KDOT biatch."

Kinabukasan....

Naghanda na ang lahat para sa kani kanilang company outing. Sumakay na sila ng bus, nagstop over at kung anu anu pang mgagawain. Walong oras ang biyahe mula Manila hanggang Baguio.Matapos nun nagsibabaan na silang lahat.Nung bumaba na ng bus si Nicole nakita niya si Daniel na bumaba rin ng bus.

"IKAW?!" sinabi nila ng sabay.
"Anung ginagawa mo dito?!" Galit na itinanong ni Nicole kay Daniel.
"Eh Ikaw anung ginagawa mo dito?!"
"Company outing namin," sagot ni Nicole.
"Outing din namin sa Teatro," sagot rin ni Daniel sa tanong ni Nicole.

Nagisnaban ang dalawa at hindi nagpansinan.Gabi na nung nakarating sila Daniel sa Resthouse ng mga boss nilasa Baguio. Medyo malaki at malawak iyon. Ang iba pahinga na lang ang inatupag nila. Si Daniel naglibot muna sa rest house dahil namamahay siya at hindi makatulog. Tumambaymuna siya sa balconiya ng resthouse upang magyosi.
"Hoy!" Tinawag ni Nicole ang pansin ni Daniel.
"Hindi ka ba nahihiya? Bahay to ng iba tas nagyoyosi ka?!" Reklamo niNicole.
"Paki mo? Tsaka tulog na naman silang lahat ah," sagot ni Daniel sakanya.
"Yan ang ayaw ko sayo eh. Kapal ng mukha mo," galit na sinabi niNicole.
"Yan ang ayaw ko sayo eh, Masyado kang reklamadora," galit ringsinabi ni Daniel.
"Kaya kita hiniwalayan eh!" sabay nilang sinabi.
"Naiinis lang ako sayo! Pwede ba tantanan mo na ako," sambit ni Nicole.
"Ako pa ngayon! Ikaw rin tantanan mo na ako!"

Umalis si Nicole sa harap ni Daniel.

"Kailan ka pa natutong magyosi?" Inisip ni Nicole habang papunta nasa kanyang kwarto ngunit bumalik ulit siya
"Hay pagnagyoyosi talaga ako nakakapagrelax ako," wika ni Daniel sakanyang sarili habang umiiyak.
"Alam mo Nicole, mahal pa rin kita.Tinatago ko lang. I totally regret that I broke up with you. Ang bobo ko
para iwan ka."
"Ba't ka umiiyak?"

Narinig ni Daniel ito. Boses ni Nicole ang narinig niya.

"Anu bang paki mo?!"
"Kaya kita hiniwalayan kasi ganyan ka eh. Hindi ka nagsasabi!"
"Bakit may mababago ba sa relasyon natin ngayon kung binago ko to? Diba wala naman."

Kumuha ulit ng panibagong yosi si Daniel ngunit inagaw ito ni Nicoleat tinapon.

"Anu ba!" Galit na winika ni Daniel.
"Tigil mo na yang pagyoyosi mo!"
"Paki mo ba? Nanay ba kita? Girlfriend ba kita?"
"Oo sige mag yosi ka na! Anu ba ako sayo? Wala na naman tayongrelasyon sa isa't isa. Wala na akong paki sayo," malungkot na sinabi ni Nicole kay Daniel.
"Nicole alam ko wala ka nang paki sakin pero ako meron pa, alam kona wala na tayo pero iniisip ko pa rin na meron pa. Naging makabuluhan ka sa buhay ko. Apat na taon rin tayong naging mag-onat  apat na taon ding hindi. Sa apat na taong hindi tayo nagkasamawalang araw na hindi kita inisip at pinagsisihan ang mga nagawa ko! Alam ko wala nang mababago satin. All I can say is thank you naging parte ka ng buhay ko, thank you dahil ginawa mong makabuluhan ang buhay ko, sorry dahil naging masama akong boyfriend sayo, sorrydahil naging mapride ako."
"Anung pinupunto mo?" Tanong ni Nicole. "Tsaka anung walang paki? Ako na nga ang nagpapakatao eh. May paki pa rin ako sayo kahit papano."
"The point is I still love you! Do you even understand me?"
"Ok pero ba't mo ako sinaktan noon?"
"I'm sorry. I regret those things. Forgive me at magsimula ulit tayo."

Niyakap ni Daniel si Nicole hindi nila alam na may nakatingin sa kanila. Sina Tanya at June.

"Ang sweet ng dalawa," wika ni June.
"Oo nga eh," tugon ni Tanya.

Nagulat si June at si Tanya.

"Gulat naman ako sayo!" wika ni June
"Parang ako hindi!"
"Sige na pareho na tayong nagulat. Anung name mo?" Kinilala ni June si Tanya.
"Tanya Joy Mercado. Ikaw?"
"Enrico June Servantes."
"Nice to meet you." Sabay nilang sinabi. Namula ang pisngi ni Tanya.
"Ang ganda ng buwan no? Bilog na bilog?"
"Oo nga eh," sagot ni Tanya

At nagpahinga na nga sila dahil sa pagod.

Paggising nila....

"Woah!" Nagulat si June sa kanyang nakita. Katabi niya si Tanya sa kama imbis na si Daniel. Nakita niya na nakayakap si Tanya sa kanya. Tila parang lasing si June na hindi alam kung anung nangyari kagabi. Gayundin si Tanya, nagulat rin siya na magkayakap sila.

"Pinlano mo lahat to no?" Bintang ni Tanya sa kanya.
"Hindi ah. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ka napunta sa kama ko eh,"pagtatanggol na sinabi June sa kanya.
"Wag ka na magkaila," sambit ni Tanya.

Nagkunwari si June at nagbadingbadingan.
"Anu ba! Hindi tayo talo! Lalaki gusto ko at hindi babae," wika niya

Nagulat si Tanya. "Pinlano ko lahat to eh! Bading pala siya. Hindi! Gagawin kitang lalaki," sinabi niya sa kanyang sarili. Hindi niya alam kunwari lang pala iyon.

Sila Nicole at Daniel naman ay natulog ng magkasama ngunit naalala naman nila ang mga nangyari nung gabi. Nung nagising si Daniel, nakita niya na si Nicole ay nakayakap sa kanya. Tinignan niya ang magagandang mga mata at ang labi na masarap halikan.

"Pasensya na Nicole, hindi ako nagbago para sayo. Sana hindi pa huli ang lahat," wika ni Daniel sa kanyang sarili.

Pagmulat ng mga mata ni Nicole nakita niya agad si Daniel sakanyang harapan.

"Miss na kita, good morning," wika ni Daniel. Hindi makapagsalita siNicole. Hindi niya alam kung bakit biglang naging sweet si Daniel sa kanya.

Naging masaya ang outing nilang lahat. Maraming nagkakilanlan atmeron din namang nagkabalikan parang isang reunion lang nang dating magkasintahan.

"Daniel, mahal mo ba talaga ako o nagkukunwari ka lang?" Tanong niNicole kay Daniel
"Oo, hindi ko alam kung bakit," sagot ni Daniel "Sana magtuloy-tuloy na to no?"
"Oo nga eh. Mahal kasi kita eh," sambit ni Nicole.
"Buti naman hindi pa huli ang lahat. Nicole pwede bang bigyan mo akong chance para maging mabuting boyfriend sayo?" Humingi ngpermiso si Daniel.
"Hindi yan hinihingan ng permiso," sagot ni Nicole.
"Eh yung past natin kasi eh."
"Past is past. Nagbabago ang tao, kung abno ka dati iba na ngayon."
"Haha." Tumawa si Daniel. "Yun ba ang tingin mo sakin dati?"
"Oo" Tumawa silang dalawa.

Marami silang mga gawain sa loob ng resthouse. Mga kung anu anong mga bagay. Swimming panonood ng movies atbp. Namasyal rin sila sa kilalang mga lugar sa Baguio lalong-lalo na sa Minesviewpark. Nagala titanic sina Nicole at Daniel at pinagtinginan sila ng mga kasamahan nila lalo na sila June at Tanya.

"Junni! Gusto ko tayo rin," wika ni Tanya.
"Ayoko, Ano ako tibo? Ew," tanggi ni June.

Tatlong araw silang nasa Baguio. Pagdating ng ikaapat na araw, lahat sila ay nagempake na ng mga gamit at aalis na sila. Nagusap sila June at Tanya, Daniel at Nicole.

"Tanya, may gusto akong sabihin," wika ni June.
"Ano yun?" Tanong ni Tanya.
"Sa katunayan hindi naman talaga ako bading," inamin ni June
"Ako rin eh may sasabihin."
"Ano yun?"
"Pinlano ko yung magkatabi tayo sa kama. Pinlano ko pa nga na hubaran ka at makipagsex sayo eh kaso ayoko pang mabuntis," wika ni Tanya.
"Haha. Ako rin. Pinlano ko na hubaran ka at makipagsex sayo kaso
ayokong mambuntis," tugon ni June. Tumawa na lang sila ng sabay.
"Panu ba yan magkakahiwalay na tayo," sambit ni Daniel
"Ok lang pwede naman tayong magkita eh diba? Pwede rin tayongmagtawagan."
"Sabagay." Kinuha nila ang cellphone number ng isa't isa.

Marami silang hindi makakalimutan na alaala sa outing na ito. Ang inakala nilang malungkot na outing dahil nandyan ang isa't isa, yun pala masayang outing dahil nagkasama muli sila.

4 seasons Spring: Blooming Flowers

"Argh shit I'm late!" Myungki said to himself as he saw his clock. He took a shower then ate his oats and fixed himself to go to his office.

**Kring Kring** his cellphone was ringing.

"Yoboseyo," he answered.
"Hey! Yoon Myungki! You have a meeting today at nine and it's fucking

8:30, you have 30 minutes to travel! Work your ass dude!" his bestfriend, Wanji shouted shouted in rage.
"Fine dude! You don't have to shout, I'm not deaf," he said in reply.
"Then work your ass off pali pali!" He hang up. Myungki went to his office as quick as possible. He rode a bus and as he entered, someone had caught his attention. A charming guy with cherry plump lips, a raven hair and a hazel eyes.  He observed the guy as he seated on a chair next to him and thus he made a call.

"Yoboseyo?" Wanji answered.
"Wanji ya!"
"Where are you? The meeting is about to start!" The younger one asked.
"I can't attend the meeting today," he said.
"Are you insane? You are needed here!" Wanji was pissed of by his buddy's actions.
"I don't care. Just atted by yourself just as I said review and present my presentations."
"But-"
"I'm counting on you," he was cut by Myungki.
"Ya! yoboseyo,"
*beep beep*

Myungki followed the beautiful guy. He was careful not to be noticed by the guy he was following. The guy entered a flowershop.

"Shall I follow this guy?" Myungki vacillated since he is allergic to pollen but then he didn't mind. He entered the shop and to his surprise he wasn't attacked by his allergic rhinitis. He saw beautiful flowers, tulips, roses, daisies, etc. all arranged from dark colors to light but then nothing can compare to the most beautiful flower he had ever seen, the guy he was following. His lips are as red as a rose, his skin is as white as a milk and his hair is as black as a raven's feather.

He is stunning and radiant as the sun shines on him.
"Good morning sir how may I help you?" The guy asked and indeed his voice was so soft.
"Uhm, I-I wan't t-to buy flowers," he stuttered. "Damn he looks so perfect," he thought.
"Have you choose one?"
"I choose you," he said nonchalantly
"Sir?" He then came back to his senses.
"Oh sorry. I would like to buy a bouquet of Tulips," Myungki said. He wasn't fond of flowers before he had seen this guy.
"Oh Tulips is the best selling flower here, shall I arrange it for you?" The guy asked.
"Oh yeah, thank you," he replied.

The guy got the flowers. With love and care, he fixed and arranged the flowers for Myungki.

"He's so beautiful," he thought.
"Done it costs 40 dollars sir," he said. "Sir?"
"Yeah,"
"It costs 40 dollars sir," he said again. Myungki paid for the flowers and left the shop.
"He's so wierd," the guy thought.

Myungki went home with the Tulips. He put the flower to the vase.

*Ding dong* the Doorbell rang his friend was  there.

"Yah! You ungrateful friend, why didn't you come?" Wanji asked Myungki. He told the story about this beautiful guy which he admired.

He went to the flower shop to buy Tulips.

"What?! You didn't attend the meeting just because you admire that person?! You have really gone insane," Wanji said.
"None of your business Mr. Han Wanji!" He shouted.
"Let me tell you It's also my business and please visit a psychiatrist," he recommended.
"Haha. I've really gone crazy with this guy," Myungki said.
"Oh my! Gay alert! I think you've gone gay!" Wanji replied.
"I just admired this guy so I'm not."
"Ok then what's with this flowers I thought you were allergic with it?" Wanji asked
"I don't know but when I entered his shop, I wasn't attacked by my rhinitis," The older guy replied.
Wanji laughed "Ok then, I need to go now bai bai!"

Myung ki wondered "What was so funny about it?" he said to himself.
"I think he found his future wifey! haha," Wanji thought.

It's Saturday and it was Myungki's break from work. He went to the flower shop where the beautiful guy is.

"Good morning sir how may I help you?" The beautiful guy asked.
"Looks like tulips were out of stock," Myung ki said.
"It's the best selling sir that's why," the beautiful guy said.
"But can I make reservations?"
"Of course sir, may I know your name sir?"
"Oh my! He asked my name," he thought.
"Ah, Yoon Myungki."
"Ok sir, shall I make a reservation for you?" The beautiful guy asked
"Yes,"
"Ok sir."
"May I know your name please?"
"Kim Daeso," he said.
"Nice to meet you." He then shook hands with Daeso then he saw some guys who broke into his shop.

"Oh, flowers!," the bald guy said. He pick a flower then crushed it.
"Please, leave. I'm begging you, I promise I will pay the debts of my grandfather," Daeso begged. The bald guy hit the flowers with his baseball bat.
"Stop!" Daeso tried to stop the guy from hitting his plants even if he will be hit by the baseball bat but then he was not injured because someone tried to stop the guys. It was Myungki who was hit instead of the other guy as a result he was injured but not that severely. The plants were destroyed by the loansharks. After that he closed his shop earlier.

"Aw..aw! Not there, ah!" Myungki screamed in pain as Daeso treated his bruises.
"I never asked for your help but anyway thanks for your kindness I really appreciated it," Daeso said to the injured man.
"I would really like to help and besides you don't deserve to be hurt," he said. Myungki felt that he needs to protect this guy.

Daeso gave a 90 degree bow to his savior and bade goodbye to him. He went back to his apartment to rest.

"What a day, so many things happened. O how should I repay this guy's kindness. He is really my savior." He said to himself as he fell asleep since tomorrow would be the day in which he would fix his flowershop. He lived alone in his apartment since his grandfather died. Nobody took care for him except for himself.

Sunday morning he was already fixing his shop.

Although he was sad, but still he didn't loose hope in fixing the ones that were destroyed. He threw the pots that were destroyed and fixed the flowers that were scattered and arranged them beautifully.

Myungki went to the flowershop but it is closed though the owner was inside. He knocked the door and Daeso opened the door for him.

"Oh sorry sir but my shop is closed today comeback for tomorrow," Daeso said.
"Oh, I didn't come to buy flowers. I just wanted to help you with your cleaning because I know it is tough," he said concernly but the other guy rejected.

"No need sir I can handle it and besides I'm almost finish,"he replied.
"Then shall I ask you for a coffee break?" Myungki asked again
"No sir it'll be too much," he said.
"I will be upset if you rejected my offer," Myungki insisted
"No don't be upset sir, ok then I'll go," he went out of his shop and accepted the offer of Myungki.

"Why is he doing this to me? Why is he being nice to me? Have I done something good?" He thought.

They went to a coffee shop nearby and they ordered coffee for both of them. Daeso was still shy with Myungki but Myungki was so interested with him.

"So how's life?" Myungki asked the beautiful guy. "Maybe it isn't hard to open up to him at all," Daeso thought.
"Not much okay," he replied.
"Oh why?" Myungki asked again.
"I'm all alone since my grandfather died," he answered.
"Oh I'm sorry," he apologized.
"It's alright," he said.
"Your parents?" Myungki said to him but then he remained silent.
"Oh, I think I'm going too far," he said.
"No, I'm not yet ready to tell. I don't wanna cry infront of many people," he said.

They discussed about random things and that's how they start their friendship. Everyday Myungki will visit Daeso's flowershop and get his flower reservations. Every Sunday they will enjoy themselves playing and sometimes Daeso will teach Myungki some of his skills in flower arrangement.

"Daeso-yah! Your flower arrangements are really cool!" The older guy praised.
"You just need to pay attention to details," Daeso replied.
"Then I just need to pay attention to you," Myungki said.
"Ehhh?" He wondered.
"Because every detail in my heart is you," he said.
"STOP BEING CHEESY AND DO YOUR WORK!" He shouted.
"I'm just joking," Myungki replied. He always say different  lines to Daeso and Daeso is always scolding him to stop being cheesy.

The next day...

Yunho entered the flowershop and noticed that Jaejoong wasn't there but someone replaced him.

"Oh Hi! Hmm? Have you seen Daeso? Why is he not here?" Myungki asked the guy.
"I'm his cousin, Kim Ryeowon and I came from Gwanju, he is sick and will be back when he recovers. He has a high fever and he asked me to take over in this shop."
"I thought he was all alone?" He asked.
"I'm just a new guy here in Seoul," the guy answered.
"Oh thank you, do you know where he lives?" Myungki asked.
"Wait, name first and I will confirm him," he said.
"My name is Myungki. Okay?"
"Wait." He made a call to his cousin then his cousin confirmed that he was his friend.
"Ok. He lives in this place," Ryeowon gave him Daeso's address.
"Thank you." He bowed.

Meanwhile at Daeso's apartment....

"I can't let him see me like this," he thought to himself.
"What am I going to do?" he asked himself.
"Okay pretend that you are not sick," he said. That was his plan although his face was really pale.

*Dingdong* the doorbell rang.

"Oh my gosh he's here," he said to himself. He opened the door and saw Myungki.
"Daeso-ya! Are you alright?" Myungki was about to touch his forhead but then he stopped him.
"Of course I am. I'm not sick okay," he said.
"But you look pale," he replied.
"I'm just a little sneezy that's why," he said.
"Are you sure you are not?" Myungki asked again.
"Yes I am." He answered.

Daeso went to his kitchen and he opened the refrigerator. "So cold," he said.

Myungki was really concerned by Daeso's moves. Daeso got the chicken inside the refrigerator but then he dropped the frozen good and then he collapsed. There Myungki saw him and before he drop himself on the floor, he caught him in his arms.

"Oh thanks, I'm a bit dizzy today. Why is it so cold here?" Daeso said.
"You have a fever Daeso yah! You should rest now." Myungki ordered him.
"No I will cook food. I'm okay," he said.
"I will cook the food whether you don't like it or you don't like it so please rest, Ryeowon said that you have a fever so please don't pretend as if you are okay, please rest," he said but then he saw Daeso unconscious.
"Aish so rude, hmp!" He said. He carried Daeso in a bridal style. He laid him on the bed and put a blanket on him. He cooked a chicken soup for him and bought a medicine. Daeso woke up and all was prepared for him.

"Daeso-ya, eat this soup so you would regain strength and after that you drink your medicine," he ordered him
"Ok," he said. "Thank God he sent me an angel like you," he thought.

He took his medications and he went to sleep. Myungki was by his side and he hummed a lullaby to make him sleep. Myungki stayed by his side and he hugged him since he was cold.

"Feeling warm?" Myungki asked.
"Ye!" Daeso nodded like a child.
"You're so adorable," Myungki said.

They slept together hoping that they will meet each other in their dreams.

"Why do I feel like this?" Daeso asked himself. "Everytime you are here with me, I feel my heart beating loud, I think I need him. Aish! I think I just need a brother. I know this feeling is just a brotherly love, okay! A brotherly love," Daeso said to himself.

"At first I just admired this beautiful guy but now I think this is so different, I think I fell...AISH! Hell no I will fall for my bestfriend but my heart beats fast when he's with me, when he hugs me. Hmm I think I just needed
him as a brother and I think I need to find a girlfriend," Myungki thought

---

"How are you feeling now?" The older guy asked.
"I'm pretty much okay now." Daeso answered.
"Good." They were still lying on the bed when Ryeowon, his cousin entered the block.
"Yah! What are you doing with my cousin?!" Ryeowon asked surprised by the way Myungki hugged his hyung. Myungki gave a puzzled look in him and was surprised by his actions.
"Wonnie-ah! You're so malicious," Daeso said.
"Fine fine fine. Do what you want to do," his cousin said and then went out to see his friend.

"I'm sorry, my cousin is sometimes rude," Daeso apologized.
"It's alright." They were still lying in the bed and lazy to get up.
"Myungki-ah, thank you for being here," Daeso said.
"You're welcome. I'm always here when you need me," Myungki replied.
"I love you," Daeso confessed.
"Of course I love you too as a friend," he replied but he can't take it anymore. Everytime he is with him his heartbeat increases and same as the other. Daeso realized his feelings for him. The feeling of true love but he can't and he is affraid to loose their friendship and afraid to loose him and for god's sake he is a man.


Myungki left his apartment and went to his place.

"Am I in love with him? What does that I love you mean? Could his feelings be the same as mine? I think I'm in love but I just can't because he is my bestfriend and I'm afraid to loose him," he said to himself.

Myungki slept thinking about his feelings.

It's Monday again and it's a working day for him.

"Wanji-ah," he called his friend/his co-worker.
"Yes?" he replied not bothering to look at his friend because he was busy.
"Can you set a blind date for me?" Myungki asked then his friend looked at him.
"What?" Then Wanji started laughing.
"What's so funny about it?" Myungki asked.
"Nothing," he said trying to hold himself from laughing.
"You've been gone crazy these days," he commented.
"I know right," he said.

After work he went to check his friend's condition.

"Hey! Are you feeling better now?" Myungki asked Daeso.
"Yeah and I'm starting to regain my strength," he answered.
"When will you comeback to the flowershop?"
"By tomorrow I'm sure," he answered.
"Oh so I see you tomorrow then. I have to meet a friend today," he shared
"Oh ok." then Myungki left. "What if I follow him?" He thought. "But if I followed him, I might be sick again." That's true but then he was still stubborn and followed him.

He saw Myungki ni a restaurant enjoying with a girl, deep inside he was hurt.

Inside the restaurant...

"So you are the daughter of the CEO of L. Corp right?"
"Yeah, by the way I'm Lee Soojin," the girl introduced herself. Though

the girl was so talkative and she always tell stories that are funny but

then Myungki was not in himself. He was thinking of Daeso.
"Oh is something bothering you?" The girl asked.
"None," he pretended. The girl was really talkative but still he didn't pay attention. After their date he accompanied Soojin in her house since it was a rainy night.

"Thanks for your time and I hope we meet again," Soojin said.
"Yeah, It's a pleasure to meet you," he replied. Then he went to Daeso's place only to find out that he wasn't there. Then he found him wet because of the rain.

"DAESO-YAH! WHY DID YOU GO OUT WITHOUT BRINGING YOUR UMBRELLA?" He saw Daeso's eyes were swelling and he was so red.

 He put on his coat to him and they went inside together.
"Yah! what did you do outside?" He asked
"I just went to see a friend," he replied.
"Aish! that person didn't even bother to lend you an umbrella," Myungki said madly.

"IDIOT YOON MYUNGKI! HE DIDN'T KNOW I'M DEEPLY HURT INSIDE," Daeso thought. He changed his wet clothes and he rest his eyes hoping that his feelings of hurt will pass. Myungki accompanied
him till he was asleep. Daeso's condition got worse, and he took care of him again.

"STUPID MYUNGKI!" Myungki heard.
"Yah!" he was surprised that Daeso was sleeping "Sleeptalking soo cute!" He thought.
"Your so stupid! Why did you hurt me?" Myungki was surprised about his words.
"I love you Myungki but you didn't even realize!"
"Oh no! I'm so stupid! I didn't even realize that he has feelings for me,"

*Flashback*

"I love you," Daeso confessed.
"Of course I love you too as a friend," he replied

*Flashback end*

"Daeso-yah, I love you more than friends, I'm sorry Daeso," he said.

Myungki kissed Daeso's lips passionately and then the sleeping figure woke up and was surprised by his actions.

"Yah!" Then he removed his lips from his.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how to face you tomorrow, I'm sorry for my actions," he said.

Myungki was about to leave when Daeso pulled his arms and kissed him passionately on his lips.

"To tell you honestly, I love you Myungki not as a bestfriend but more than that," Daeso said.
"You need not to tell it because you said it awhile ago when you were sleeping," he said.
"I was sleep talking?" He questionned.
"And when I heard it, I realized that we are feeling the same thing but I am so numb about my feelings for you," he said. Daeso felt better when Myungki accepted his feelings. He felt like his fever was gone. He hugged Myungki and they were sleeping in each other's arms.

It was Tuesday morning and Daeso saw a sleeping figure beside him.

"Good morning my love," Daeso said and as he caressed the man's cheeks, the man woke up.
"Good morning, Dae-ah," the man said and kissed him on his lips.
"How was your sleep?" Daeso asked.
"It's fine," he answered.

*Kring Kring* Myungki's phone was ringing.

"Yoboseyo?"
"YAH! YOON MYUNGKI! IT'S TUESDAY AND YOU HAVE A LOT OF TASKS TO DO!" Wanji shouted.
"YOU ARE THE VP RIGHT? THE SECOND HIGHEST POSITION? JUST TAKE OVER MY PLACE FOR THE MEANTIME!" Myungki hanged up.
"Yah! Yoboseyo! Aish, again!" Wanji was on his way to his office.

*EEEE* he almost bumped on a guy.

"Yah! Look where you are going kid!" He shouted.
"Can't you see it's still the red light and It's time to cross the pedestrian lane? Be thankful that I didn't report you to the police for beating the red light!"
"YAH! YOU KID! I'M OLDER THAN YOU YOU SHOULD RESPECT ME!" Wanji reprimanded the kid.
"Well you don't deserve to be respected!" The kid said. "Your name please? I will report you to the police?"
"It's a secret kid."
"Then I will get your plate number." The kid got his plate number. The man saw the guy's name in his ID. "Kim Ryeowon haha, you're a dead meat," he said to himself.


Myungki and Daeso went to the amusement park and they dated as a couple after that the couple went to the restaurant in Namsan tower to eat their dinner.

Daeso finally open up to him about his parents.

"My mother and father died in an accident when I was 6 so my grandfather took the responsibility in taking care of me," Daeso told his sad story which made Myungki wanting to protect his lover more.


"Love is like a blooming flower. It starts with friendship then it will develop a feeling in which it is hard to deny and lastly a relationship in which you will realize that the feeling of yours bloomed into good."

Distribution of Report cards

Grabe mga pangitain ko. Bago mag April 6 nanaginip ako ng masama in which my grades went down and really flopped. I was so nervous about my grades. Nung April 6 sinasabihan ako ng daddy ko na uminom na ng Norvasc, gamot na pampakalma para sa may mga altapresyon. Natatakot ako baka madissapoint ko sila daddy. Actually hindi ko alam kung bakit ko nadevelop ang fear ko of disappointing others. I fear of disappointing my mom, my dad and others pa though I'm doing my best in school. Lahat ginagawa ko para hindi ko sila madisappoint. Siguro if I fail, then I will surely have anxiety attacks which never happened to me. I'm really scared talaga. Nginig na nginig ako habang papaakyat na ako ng classroom but then I saw my report card. I was contented with "FIRST HONOR" naman. Haha. Ang yabang eh. Pero sana hindi ko madisappoint yung mga magulang ko at iba pa lalo na at third year na ako at balita ko ito ang pinakamahirap na taon sa high school. I will do my all still kailangan magaral at maging wide reader para makakuha ng honors. Kailangan kong paakyatin sa stage ang tatay ko. It's his dream to put a medal on me. Sana hindi ko siya madisappoint. I will do best this year. I will make my parents proud although para rin naman sakin ang ginagawa ko pero buong puso ko inaalay itong mga ginagawa ko sa mga magulang ko sapagkat sila ang aking tulay sa edukasyon kung wala sila hindi rin ako makakapagaral sa isang napakagandang paaralan. Sana magtuloy-tuloy itong magandang takbo ng grades ko hanggang sa gumradweyt ako ng highschool at kolehiyo. Hanggang sa makapasa ako sa licensure examinations. At sana matupad ko ang mga pangarap ko na makapagturo sa mga estudyante and evangelize them to be a good citizen. ^_^ 

Working on with a new story.

These past few days I've been working on with some stories. BV nga eh. Kasi walang Net. Ngayon ok na. Marami akong namiss talaga. Hay. Anyway after From Tokyo, With Love, meron nanamang upcoming story na ginagawa It's entitled 4 seasons. Four love stories and surely will touch your hearts. Sana magtuloy tuloy ang ayos ng internet dahil pag sira ulit tang ina bobotchahin ko yang internet na yan!

S.A.D love story

THIS WAS MY DEBUT STORY. MEDYO BAGUHAN PA LANG AKO NITO. 2009 ako nagstart magwrite. Bata pa lang ako I think I was 13 years old or 12?

By the way I'm John. Single pa rin hanggang ngayon. Sawa na sa

Pag-ibig.

Ilang beses na akong nasaktan. Di ko alam kung ano ang dahilan

kung bakit sila nang-iiwan. Nagkagirlfriend ako nung una tumagal

kami ng 3 taon ngunit namatay siya dahil sa aksidente. Magkasama

kami sa kotse at nabangga kami sa isang poste. Iniisip ko at

tinatanong ko sa sarili ko kung bakit hindi nalang ako ang namatay at

hindi nalang siya. Sige mag flash back tayo......

....S-Sorrow and separation

Noong grade 4 ako, kasama ko lagi ang aking mga kaibigan at

naglalaro kami sa labas ng soccer. May nakita ako na girl at wala

siyang kasama. Malungkot siyang nagaantay ng service niya. Hindi ko

siya pinansin nung una hanggang sa nakikita ko na siya palaging

walang kasama. Kinaibigan ko siya dahil naaawa ako sa kanya dahil

siya ay nagiisa lang.

Ang sabi ko"Hello anong pangalan mo?" Ang sabi naman niya "Jane,"

ang tanong ko naman, "Pwede ba kitang maging kaibigan?" Ang tugon

naman niya ay "Oo"

Nag promise ako noong gabi sa baba ng orion's belt.

Doon nagstart ang relationship namin. Noong grade six matalik na

matalik ko siyang kaibigan. Halos hindi kami mapaghiwalay noon,

laging nagsheshare ng baon. Nagkagusto ako sa kanya at pinangako

kong siya ang pakakasalan ko pagtanda ko

"Ikaw na ang pakakasalan ko kasi ikaw lang ang naging matalik kong

kaibigan na babae. Nagagandahan din kasi ako sa iyong mga ngiti at

mata. Hindi rin ako makatiis pag malungkot ka. Nasasaktan ako

pagnasasaktan ka. Hindi kita maiwanan"

Nagblush siya nung sinabi ko iyon

Naging childhood friend ko siya at masayang-masaya kami lagi

Uwian sinundo ako ng mommy ko. Tinanong ko sa isip ko kung "Bakit

niya ako sinundo at hindi yung service driver?" Kinausap ako ng

mommy ko

"John, anak pupunta tayong Canada next week at doon na tayo titira."

Ang sabi ko naman, "Ma, hindi pwede iyon! Marami akong iiwanan na

kaibigan."

Nagtalo kami ng nagtalo hanggang sa pumayag na ako. Nagpaalam

na ako kay Jane at nangakong babalik ako.

.......A-Accident

After ten years. Bumalik ako sa bansa.Makikita ko na ulit siya.

Sinalubong ako ni tita Weng(mommy ni Jane) sa airport.

"Tita!" ang aking tugon sabay mano sa kanya. "Si Jane po nasaan?"

ang tanong ko."Ah nasa bahay. Hanggang ngayon di ka pa rin niya

makalimutan. Miss na miss ka na niya. Iniyakan ka nung gabing

umalis ka."

Natahimik ako at medyo naguiguilty kung bakit ko siya iniwanan.

Medyo may pagka guilt lang naman.

"Miss ko na rin po siya eh." sabi ko naman kay tita. "Yikeee... haha"

kinigilig na sinabi ng tita ko sa akin.

Sumakay na kami ni tita sa kotse niya at hinatid ako sa kanilang bahay.

Medyo may kahabaan ang paguwi. Nang makarating na kami sa

aming bahay, nakita ko si Jane. Ganoon pa rin ang hitsura niya.

Maganda pa rin ang mata at ngiti. Niyakap ko siya.

"Namiss kita"

"Ako rin naman eh. Matapos ang sampung taong pagkakahiwalay ko

sayo eh."

Matapos noon. Nagkwentuhan kami tungkol sa nagyari sa amin before

and after the separation. Masaya kaming nagusap. Kinwento niya rin

ang kursong kinuha niya. Nga pala nagtratrabaho na niya. CPA Lawyer

siya graduate ng accountancy sa La Salle. One take pumasa na siya at

nasa top 5 siya. Top 3 siya sa mga board passers. Ang lufet niya. Ang

galing niya.

Matapos kaming magkwentuhan, we spend a night w/ each other.

Kinaumagahan naglakwatsa kaming dalawa. Nagpunta kaming mall

at nagshoppiing, naglaro ng arcade at nagdinner sa isang fancy

restaurant. Matapos kaming magdinner nagdrive kami pauwi sa

bahay. May nakita kaming pusa sa daan at lumihis kami ng daan

nakita namin ang isang poste at doon kami bumangga.

...After 3 mins, nakita ko wala siyang malay at ako humingi ng tulong.

May nakakita samin at dinala kami sa ospital.

"May fracture ka." Sabi sa akin ng doktor. Tinanong ko sa kanya si Jane

ngunit ang sabi niya comatose daw siya.  Umiyak ako at nagsisi ng

sobra.  Nagsorry ako sa mommy niya.

"Sorry, dahil pinabayaan ko si Jane."

"Ok lang wag kang umiyak."

1 month siyang comatose

.....D-Departure/Delight

***The Departure***
Naging conscious siya ng kaunti at nagsabi ng huling habilin niya sa

akin.

"Jjjjohn. Alam kong natatakot ka na ako ay mawala ngunit hindi kita

pababayaan. Nakita mo yung orion's belt? Doon ka nagpromise sa

akin na ako ang pakakasalan mo diba? Babantayan kita lagi at

makikita mo ako sa Orion's Belt. Mahal Kita"

Namatay siya 1:00 am. Ako'y nagluksa at hindi na ako umibig muli.

Siya ang una at huli kong pagibig.

***The delight***

Ang delight ay ginawa while I'm moving on and after the flashback.

Three years later...

I live my life at nakapag move on na ako. Nagaral ulit ako ng Law at

nakagraduate ng Magna cum laude. Hindi na ako umibig dahil takot

akong masaktan. Ngunit may isang babae na dumating sa buhay ko.

Naging magkaibigan kami at nagtagal ang pagiging magkaibigan

namin. Nainlove ako sa kanya ngunit may pumipigil sa akin...at ito ay

ang takot kong umibig muli. Inamin ko sa kanya ang aking pagibig.

"Marie(Name nung girl), may aaminin ako sayo. Sa tingin ko mahal kita

ngunit parang may pumipigil sa akin."

"Ok lang sakin ngunit anung bagay ang pumipigil sayo?"

"Ang takot kong umibig muli."

"Ahh... ok lang sa akin pangako ko sayo hindi kita iiwan aalisin ko ang

takot mong umibig muli"

Matapos noon naging mag-on kami at tumagal ang relasyon namin

bilang mag syota ng 5 taon at nagkahiwalay kami nung nagpunta

siyang Germany. Bumalik siya after 2 years at doon niyaya ko siyang

magpakasal.

"Marie, ikaw lang ang nagalis ng takot kong umibig muli. Will you marry

me."

"Yes"

Doon nagpakasal kami.. Saturday July 1990 kami ikinasal.
...........

***Epilogue***

Nagkaanak kami ng 2 at nagmahalan kami...

Ang nakaraan ay nakaraan at ang kinabukasan ay kinabukasan. Mas

mahalaga ang kinabukasan kaysa sa nakaraan.  Wag tayong matakot

umibig. Any past shall not hinder you to love.

3 Thai Horror movies

Nagmovie marathon ako ng mga Thai horror movies. These past week. Magaling rin pala sila gumawa ng horror movies at may potential sila.

SHUTTER

5/5 stars 

Ang ganda ng pelikulang ito. The story was great at sobrang daming twists. Parang yung multo yung naging bida sa pelikula. This is really a masterpiece. Maituturing itong isang obra-maestra ng mga taga Thailand. I gave 5 stars kasi maganda yung kwento at nakakatakot talaga! sobra!

Coming Soon

4/5 stars

The film was also nice. Nakakatakot rin siya ng onti pero hindi naman yung parang sa Shutter na talagang hindi ka makakatulog. Marami rin siyang twists sa pelikula. Habang pinapanuod mo yung pelikula parang matithrill ka talaga. Lesson is no to piracy. 4 out of  5 stars ang ibibigay ko dahil kulang ang surprising factor niya. Yung mga tipong akala na nung main character wala na yung multo yun pala nasa harap na niya.

Phobia 2

3/5 stars

Hindi ko pinanuod yung Phobia 1 kasi wala akong makitang English subtitle dun sa una kaya etong pangalawa dinownload ko. Maganda naman yung pelikula tsaka nakakagulat. Yung huling part nakakatawa sobra. I gave 3 out of 5 stars because it's fair enough naman. Maayos yung storya at medyo nakakatawa yung isa. Maayos ang pagkakagawa ng movie kaso kulang yung thrill factor.

Hay nako iba talaga pag Asian horror. Para sa akin mas nakakatakot pa rin ang horror ng mga Asyano siguro dahil kakaiba ang pagkakagawa nila tsaka mas kakaiba ang mga views natin patungkol sa multo kaya siguro ganun. 

I thought......

PUTARAGIS KANG KATULONG KA!

Akala ko talaga Friday was my last day without my maid! Takte! Di na bumalik nung Saturday! Nagkaroon ako ng pagasa baka Sunday bumalik to. Takte hindi bumalik. Ayon medyo imbyerna pa rin ako hanggang ngayon. Nung Sunday medyo natanggal ang pagka-BV ko kasi may nakita akong cute na guy sa may grocery store. Nakabraces siya tas mataas ng onti sa akin. Ganado akong kumain ng Siomai habang tinitignan ko ang cute niyang mukha. Sayang ang labo kasi nung namepatch niya. Letter A nagsisimula ang surname niya at ang school niya ay......

Ishogu nalang natin sa namesung na....

Santa Antipolanida school of kalandian.

Sana magkita kaming dalawa at maging friend ko siya. :)

Last day without maid

Woohoo! This is my last day without a maid. Takte nagbakasyon kasi yung katulong namin. Umuwi muna sa kanila sa GenSan. Anyway, today is my last day without a maid. Yehey may maid na tomorrow! Tatadtarin ko siya ng utos! haha. I'm so evil with my maid. Anyway mas matindi pa ang mga utos ko ngayon. HUMANDA SIYA :))

Farewell to you my friends.

Grabe ang saya ng farewell party namin kanina lang. Nagswimming kami nagkwentuhang magbebestfriend. Andami ring natutunan yung teacher namin sakin na kung anu-ano. Nagtanungan kami ng mga bagay bagay at mga kachorvahan. Haha at tumungga kami ng The Bar! Yung Silver! Hinaluan namin ng sprite. May dalawa saming tumba pero ako hindi ako natinag. Pero kailangan walang makakaalam na iba pang teacher kasi tanggal si sir sa school namin. Nung pauwi na naisip ko agad yung mga nangyari samin this school year. Mula sa masasamang pangyayari hanggang sa masasayang alaalang tinanim namin sa aming puso.

Tara na't magcountdown tayo!

Top 7 masamang pangyayari:

The Chaos between JL and SO
-Nagsapakan at nagtanggalan ng school patch yung dalawa kong kaklase na nagngangalang JL at SO. Nadadaan pa namin sa tawa yung pangyayaring ito pero it was still a chaos for the two of them pero nagkabati rin yung dalawa

Top 6 masamang pangyayari:

Nabangga Car ni SIR
-BOOM WATTA CRASH

Top 5 masamang pangyayari:

Ang pagaalboroto ni AM
-Sa canteen pa lang masakit na ang tiyan niya dahil sa kinain niya. Si AM tumae siya sa classroom at nagkalat pa pero tinulungan ko naman siya and I was really happy that I helped someone and I gained a bestfriend kaso wala siya sa Farewell party. Sayang!

Top 4 masamang pangyayari:

Ang Pagkawala ng kurtina ni Neil
-Ang saya! NAWALA KURTINA KO! AMPUTA! SHETTT! PINAGALITAN AKO NG NANAY KO! UMIYAK AKO. WELL KASALANAN KO RIN NAMAN TALAGA. :)

Top 3 masamang pangyayari:

Mga derogatory remarks samin sa conduct.
-Maraming nagbigay ng mabababang conduct grade samin. Pati mga mababait dinadamay.

Top 2 masamang pangyayari:

EDSA 2
-Nagalit samin ang beloved adviser namin binato yung table. As in tahimik lahat. GALIT NA GALIT SI SIR!

Top 1 masamang pangyayari:

EDSA 1
-Nagalit samin ang beloved adviser namin and he almost resign as our adviser. GRABE NAKONSENSYA ANG LAHAT! KAYA NAGPAKABAIT. pero bumabalik ang tunay na sigla ng mga gago. :)

MAGAGANDANG PANGYAYARI:

Top 7: Firstday
-wala masaya siyempre dahil ito ang una naming pagkikita

Top 6: Awards
-First place ang mga natatanggap naming award nung 3rd quarter.

Top 5: Victory Party
-Wala ako nun. Pero masaya naman sila eh. Masaya na rin yun

Top 4: Fair
-Ang saya. Lahat kami nagtulungan. Kaya marami ang kita. :)

Top 3: Field Trip
-MASAYA RIN TO OVER! NAGENJOY KAMING NAGSWIMMING. SOBRA!

Top 2: Surprise para kay sir
-ETO PA MASAYA. Nung surprise namin for teacher's day kay sir! Nagbigay kami ng regalo. Atbp

Top 1: FAREWELL
-ETO ANG PINAKAMASAYA! Andami naming ginagawang activities. swimming kwentuhan. Marami na yun? :) Siyempre bonding with friends.

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Anyway. Magthithird year na kami sana mas maging masaya pa ang susunod na year. :)

FAREWELL TO YOU MY FRIENDS. SEE YOU NEXT YEAR.